what's going on

Sometimes it takes very hard to relax myself... I get so angry and piss off easily...
Emotional is kind of out of control... I'm helpless...
It's my bad to let you suffer because of my stupid emotional...

Last time, I really have no idea why people did this..
Now I really really know.
When the bad emotional killing you, you are looking way to get yourself out of it but you just cannot...
Seriously cannot...

But you never give up me...
I am glad that all the time you still by my side giving me support and care...
I really appreciate it... Thank you for what you have did...
I am sorry that I hurt you... I am very sorry...
I am very care about you!
 You're important for me...

I never meant to hurt you...